(I started this letter on Theo’s birthday but didn’t get to finish until now. Second child problem at its finest. :X)
My dearest Theo,
A year ago today you came into this world. And just like your sister, you made a dramatic entrance which scared us to death. But you quickly recovered and have been on the go ever since. You truly are our Zero-chill Baby.
When you were growing in my belly, I worried so much that I wouldn’t love you as much as Emma. I just couldn’t fathom how my heart could love two babies equally. Everyone told me not to worry, and they were right. My heart made room to love you just as much, and now I can’t get enough of you!
While it was love at first sight, the past year hasn’t been easy to tell you the truth. The sleepless nights and your headstrong personality wore me down. And of course, there was/is COVID. With a restless and always so curious baby like you, it was challenging being cooped up in the house 24/7. BUT we made it, things got easier as you became mobile and started sleeping longer. Your personality shined bright and you are the most lovable baby I know. You light up any room with your buck teeth/gap tooth smile and with your infectious laugh. And your snuggles are the best, especially when you nuzzle your face. It is my favorite! You are so smart, observant, cautious but also a dare devil. You know exactly what you want and how to get it. Mama’s gonna be in trouble, that’s for sure.
I know it’s not easy being a second child, sharing my love with someone else, waiting for your turn, not getting undivided attention. But don’t ever forget you are the best thing that happened to our family. You complete us and we can’t imagine our life without you. You are SO loved. I cannot wait to see how much you flourish this upcoming year. It’s a wild ride we are on with you Theo, but it’s the most exciting ride. We love you so much.
-Mama
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